My Dearest Lone,
Let me start off by saying Happy 5 months anniversary my love....
When looking for a great song for this page I couldnt decide,
and couldnt pick just one so I picked a bunch... So I really do hope you like this page.
I know that you are shocked that I had told you that I want to be yours forever,
and told you I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you..
But darlin it is how I feel, You cant control who you fall in love with
you cant control how fast one falls in love for another..
I know you said it was too fast, too soon.. But babe I have fallen for you
and deep down inside my heart I know what I want and I have always known
what I want..... And that you my love is YOU... I want you always,
I want to be yours forever.. We have already came along in the last 5 months
I myself thought that we would never get to you saying "I love you"
But you did and to me it feels great knowing that I have someone
special that does love me... Everyone deserves love..
And I hope that you too are 100% with me on the feelings.
Waking up in the morning seeing your morning text makes me feel soo good.
I start smiling and start getting butterflies in my stomach and light up
everytime I see you come one line, Do I wish you would come on more,
Im not going to lie, but sure I do, I love our times together before the tourneys.
Deep inside I do not know how I would feel if I lost you, I think I would leave chat
and loose myself.. Thats why babe I try to send you as many pictures as I can, so that
You have something that you can look at... I have soo many times thought about getting in
my truck and running to you, so I can feel you and know that you are real..
I know your real especially our calls late at night before bed.. Hearing your sweet voice
gets to me and makes me feel like your my angel and talking me to sleep,
Its almost like angels singing me to sleep but its you..
I do long for the day that I can that you are all mine and I am all yours..
We have become soo close, I can tell you everything and I feel like you can tell me anything..
I want to be able to meet your family, and you meet mine.. I know that I can say,
YOU are my best friend, and I thank you for being there beside me, and helping me through
everything and anything.. I hope you feel the same way.. I just want you to open up and tell me deep
inside how your feeling... I know you say I love you, but I want to know your true deep feelings.
Don't be afraid and hide your true feelings, just know that I have open my self up and expressed and told you my feelings.
You can come talk to me about anything and everything.. The more you tell me darlin the more I get to know you.
And knowing more of you will make me fall more and more in love with you... So open up to me, tell me things...
You always say that I kind of express my feelings in making pages, and your right soo right..
Just like this page, it expresses soo much more than my feelings, its showing the man I love,
the man I want to be with for the rest of my life how much I love him sooooo much...
I hope you enjoy this room for many many many more months, and many many many more years..
Lone, my love I knew I would fall soo hard in love with you, and it has been the best 5 months,
that I have ever had in a very very long time....Can't wait for more months and more years to come...
Happy 5 Months Anniversary Darlin...
Hugssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Kissessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Love you always!!!!!!
Your Sunshine alway!
11/14/2021